Johsua ALLAN Smith

1993 - 1993
LocationPortsmouth
Age0
Cause of DeathNot Listed?
Date of Birth30/05/1993
Date of Death30/05/1993
Visitors359 since 06/11/2008
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JOSHUA WAS ONE OF A TWIN AND I LOST HIS TWIN IN NOVEMBER 1992 SO I THOUGHT THAT WAS IT . IT WAS FEBUARY 1993 WHEN I WAS PUTTING ON WEIGHT AND JUST WANTED TO EAT HAM AND LOTS OF IT SO I WENT TO THE DOCS AND HE SENT ME TO SEE THE FAMILY PLANNING CLINIC WHERE THEY TOLD ME I WAS PREGANANT ICOULD NOT BELIVE IT. I WENT FOR MY FIRST SCAN AND TOLD ME I 3 MONTHS GONE WHICH WAS IMPOSSIBLE AS I HAD LOST THAT BABY .WHAT HAD HAPPEND WAS WHEN THEY DONE A INTERANL SCAN THEY MISSED HIM AS HE WAS UP HIGH UNDER MY LEFT RIBS . I THEN WENT ROUND TELLING EVERYONE THAT HE WAS MY HEAVEN SENT BABY FOR A FEW MONTHS EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT I STARTED LOSING BLOOD I WENT IN HOSPITAL IT STOPPED THEY SENT ME HOME IT WENT ON LIKE THIS FOR 3 WEEKS THEN ON THAT SUNDAY AFTERNOON I WAS RESTING IN BED AND I KNEW I JUST KNEW I WAS LOOSING MY HEAVEN SENT BABY AND WHEN MY HUSBAND PHONED THE AMBULANCE I KNEW I WOULD NEVER HEAR HIM CRY SEE HIM CRAWL OR WALK IGOT TO HOSPITAL AND ALL I REMEMBER WAS CRYING DON'T LET MY SON DIE. ON THE 1ST JUNE THEY TOLD ME I HAD A BOY BUT HE DIED 3 MINUITS AFTER HE WAS BORN HIS NAME WAS JOSHUA ALLAN I WAS SO HEART BROKEN I DID NOT CARE I HAD BEEN IN A COMBA FOR 3 DAYS AND THAT I HAD LOST 7 PINTS OF BLOOD AND NEARLY DIED MYSELF. MY HUSBAND NAMED HIM AFTER HE TOLD ME HE DID NOT WANT HIS BABY NAMED THAT.JOSH WAS MY MIREACLE BABY HIS WAS GIVEN TO ME AND TAKEN AWAY JUST AS FAST I WILL NEVER FORGET MY HEAVEN SENT BABY WHO IS NOW STILL IN MY HEART AND THOUHTS EVERY DAY I LOVE U MY SPEACIL LITTLE ANGLE

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The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice

Caroline Ramshaw

May 30, 2010

A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown

I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

With love from your little Angel xxx

Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson

We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

A candle to remember,
May it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens
On this very night.
Beyond the stars,
Your dear one soars
Embraced by there Savior
On heaven's shores.
As the angels protect them
And sing there sweet name
We honor there life
With the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle
For our loved ones today
As a symbol of our love
And there eternal life.

with all our love
mell,paul family.

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November 18, 2008

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November 11, 2008

I'm Free

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God has laid you see.
I took his hand when I heard His call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
O yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee,
God wanted me now, He set me free.

Edward Ofarrell

November 7, 2008

"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.

Angel wings, upon the clouds,
Your body softly sleeps,
Hush now little angel,
No more tears you have to weep.

Little prayers,are sent to you,
The short life you led;
Your family will never forget you,
So rest your little head.

I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.

You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
Your loved by so many,
It will never be goodbye.

Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears,just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
we know you did your best.

A poem written by mellanie campbell
for all the GTS little angels x

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November 6, 2008
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